I find it difficult at this moment in time to forgive someone for something they've done. I have been able to do it in the past under other circumstances, which took me about 6 years but I had not thought about forgiving that person until 6 years later because I didn't know it was something that should be and could be done. I don't want to wait another day let alone 6 years.
I am now in the position that I absolutely must learn to forgive this person. All of my suspicions have been confirmed and as heart wrenching as it is I have to forgive him very soon or I may carry this burden for far longer than necessary...
This is the most difficult thing I have ever had to go through and to find out that the person you love can just look you in the eyes, straight faced and lie to you is just painful in more ways than one. The only thing I've ever asked for was Honesty and it was the only thing he never gave to me...
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