Friday, November 6, 2009

Life

We take a journey that we think is the right one to take but as we walk this road we begin to wonder where it’s really going. Most of us are not as strong and cannot see the signs to show us that we are taking the wrong paths. Or maybe we just choose to ignore them. So with this, we continue to go down the paths that lead us to continue questioning whether or not we are making the right decisions. Then we begin to wonder if it’s just us. Is it because we are incapable of being loved and happy? Yet, we continue walking this path until we reach a destination for which there are no other options. We have to turn and as we stand there and look down the path we think to ourselves, where will this path lead me to? Will I find the happiness I so ever lastingly seek? Can I finally find the love and happiness in my life for which I have searched so long? Then, the fear settles in. Will I spend the rest of my life alone? Have I done something wrong for which I can never make up for in this life? Why wasn’t I loved the way I hoped to be by this person who has now closed the door in my face? The end of this path holds no answers, only a door way to a new path. We must continue to travel though we know not what is in store for us. We hope that this new path will give us all the love and happiness for which we continue to search.

We continue to question ourselves. Have I been a person without compassion? Have I not loved enough? Was I selfish and lost in my own needs? What would the outcome have been had I done so? I know that I don’t want to know what the outcome would have been. What of those who have hurt us and of those who we have hurt? What of that person for whom left me in so much pain? Do they still...? Did they ever...? Inevitably, the feelings of that individual no longer matter or at least, should not matter because this person has taken themselves off our path.

So we carry on, traveling down a new road, in hopes of finding ourselves. Traveling, in hopes of finding the happiness we have been seeking. Our hearts hold discontent from a heart that has been broken. We walk alone and carry these burdens on our shoulders. Then we imagine that one day, one beautiful amazing day, we shall awaken from this nightmare! Then, in our hearts, will be the happiness we have been forever seeking and the burdens of love lost will be lifted.

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